Tuesday, October 23, 2012




A year ago my life was simpler and by that I meant to say, easier. I can laze all day in my bedroom, soak in the summer heat all year round and never pay attention to the clock. Aaahh, how I yearn for Davao and my people. I miss waking up at the sound of Chubby barking uncontrollably at some random stranger passing by our gate. Although she annoys me most of the time, she never holds any grudge on her untamed masters.
I can never start my day without Kopiko coffee and where can I buy such luxury? No other place than my uncle Bobong’s Pet John Eatery/Store. Just thinking about Auntie Beth’s humba and bihon is enough to make me salivate right at this moment. And as if brunch at home is not enough, I usually go to Mommy’s and scavenge their fridge for dessert. Her children and apos love to present her with sweets and luckily for some (including me) she doesn’t like sweets. Teeheee!

Hooters are seldom used here and cars are not fond of smoking so I definitely miss the chaotic Davao transportation. I miss the vast array of colorful jeepneys waving boldly in every street. The sound from the driver’s stereo which ranges from budotsbudots to jazz, old OPMs to LSS worthy novelty songs, and if you’re lucky, a free (barely audible) news report from DZMM.
I miss Davao City streets; each holds a charm so unique that the sound of its name has a memory. I miss strolling around Bonifacio Street with Jayson while binging on my favorite manggang hilaw. I cannot wait to spend a productive evening in the busy streets of San Pedro scavenging on thrift stores, eating sinful street foods, and strolling around till our money’s all gone. When I come back home, I swear I’ll visit every resto in Torres Street and Lanang. And how can I forget Ilustre Street? It defines the whole of my college free time. Eating (again) each time we see a new foodstore opening up, sitting lazily on GS’s foodcourt, spending precious money on net cafes just so we can have something meaningful to do. And finally, my beloved Rizal Extension. It will always be my home wherever I may be.

And of course I miss my family and friends. I miss Jayson and our cutesy couple laaglaags. Although I abhor the sound of Chino and Shobe fighting every night, I have to admit I miss them. The piercing silence of this place is unbearable, almost chilly if not for the occasional chitchats of my dorm mates on our corridor. I can’t believe I’m saying this but I definitely miss mommy Feling and her constant nagging on her apos especially on Sam who seems to find amusement on torturing our pet fish and dogs. I miss my not so baby Keana and I cannot wait to hold my newly born pamangkins whom I haven’t met yet. I miss my friends and our Penongs then karaoke galore laags, the suddenly Samal trips, and abashake’skuripot reunions at home.
I miss so many things its crazy! Japan is beautiful in itself and everything is so organized but I miss the chaos and the noise and the spontaneity of life in Davao. It has been a year already and although I am enjoying my life and job here, I cannot wait to get out and come back home, to the people I most enjoy being with to the places I most hold dear. 

Saturday, July 7, 2012

The Most Awful Weekend to Date

I cannot stress how awful I am feeling right now. My Iphone's down and the damn thing won't even charge. I slept a mere 5 hours last night because I kept checking for a single sign of life. Unfortunately, its still as dead as a sycamore tree *don't know where that came from*. Sigh... the thought of going to work tomorrow without its company is almost unbearable. Can please please somebody help me!!!??

Anyway, things are awfully off right now. I don't know if its my phone or the fact that my period is coming up and I'm feeling a bit too emotional lately or because I'm missing home and people again or maybe because its a weekend and I'm bored and I don't know...

Im still hopeful ofcourse. I always am. And I should always be. Oh God please help!

Saturday, June 16, 2012

How to Survive in a Foreign Country

I've been living here in Japan for 8 months now and surprisingly, I'm still alive! Yay! Not everything is breezy ofcourse, there are soulless monsters and crabby kababayans . So how can you survive in a foreign land? i have come up with some points which I'm sure will be a tremendous help to anyone planning on living abroad.

1. Be plain. we all know that people throw rocks at anyone that shines so if you want to dodge from these cruel inggeteras you need to just be obscure at about anything. I'm not saying be a manang on how you dress up or pretend to be dumb at work, you just have to be extra careful on your position. If you're a novice, act like one. I promise you, never tell a single soul about your accomplishments nor show how intellectual you are otherwise, they will forever stare at you with green, vicious eyes for that. I don't exactly know the reason why, but they seem to hate college graduates and nikkeijins.

2. Do not become so attached on people. I had a roommate whom I dearly call "Mommy" because she reminds me of my mama. Sadly, she left for an another opportunity. I was devastated. Now, I have the entire room for myself and fears that someday I might have to share this niche on someone that I might not like. It's fine to make friends and acquaint yourself with coworkers but never EVER care for them too much. Nobody stays in one place for a long time here so you might as well shield your heart from any kind of unnecessary hurt. This also applies with money, lend only to people you know for sure cannot escape without you noticing it. Meaning, if you're not living under the same roof, just forget about lending monetary help.

3. Stand strong. A lot of people will always have some mean things to say and if you have one weak heart, miseries will haunt you. I figured that practice will indeed make anything perfect. I was never the positive type, I am weak and easily hurt but if you feign courage and wisdom, people will actually believe it and so will you eventually.

4. Do not lose focus. What did you came here for? Whatever reason you have, maintain your eyes on that goal. Keep in mind that everything here is temporary, friends, job, home.... practically everything so be careful on putting security on people or things.

5. Have fun. You can be anything here because nobody really knows you. You can be single or 25 or happy if you say so. Not a lot of people will mind who you really are back home, they will only judge you on how you behave when you are at their sight. So take this opportunity to be someone you want to be.

There are still dozens of important things to keep in mind while working abroad but these pages will only bore you so I listed only 5. Besides, don't worry too much. Whatever happens here, nobody at home will know unless you post it on facebook!

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

snapshots in Japan

This is not a temple, its just some random house near our apartment

The first time I've seen snow. ever!

My cousins and pamangkins =)

A sunset view from my window

A common sight in Japan, Vending machines and bicycles

Obento for everybody. Time is definitely precious here that cooking can be such a job

Japanese takes segregation serioussslyy

A notice that's definitely noticeable

Japan is a beautiful country and we live in a City where everything is so accessible. I just wish that I can share this beauty with my love ones because I figured that no matter how wonderful the place you live in is or how many money you make, in the end you would want to share it to someone. I am still missing home, I'm getting homesick each day and I pray that i can have somebody here with me (yup, I'm referring to my boyfriend. hehehe) I know the first few months is the toughest when you work abroad so I'll just have to hold on still and keep my faith. Everything will work out right because I have my God beside me.