Wednesday, February 25, 2009

hope




Dawn,

“Hope is like the sun which, as one journey towards it, casts the shadows of our burden behind us.”- Anonymous

You’re the “spring” of the group; you always put hope to everyone’s withered faces. Honesty and a great pledge of character would be exemplified by your mere presence. Stay that way and you will be able to change paths of people and go into greatness.

“The message of Dawn is Hope.”


_by Sir Ace Castillo, RN_


Aaaawww…. I’m touched… From now on, I baptize myself HOPE!

Saturday, February 21, 2009

innumeracy


Miki, Marion, and I were unfortunately obliged to be together to take the weight of the children in our assigned community (and I must confess that it was not a very appealing idea for me at that time because of group issues). That’s another story. Anyway, I don’t know what’s with the weighing scale and the tape measure that children seem to detest it. Thus, all morning, aside from enduring their tantrums, we also have to make simple subtraction (in cases where the guardians must hold the kids during weighing). The most challenging of all was subtracting 72 and 56. We made a fuss over it for a minute or so in front of our disbelieving client (I got the closest, 15!). Before we give any more bad impression, we finally conceded our weakness and decided to use our cell phone… *sigh*

reality check



I used to adore these fragile women with their pretty faces and sweet disposition. They seem to go to all perfect places in the kingdom and always stay at a place where their princes are hanging out (or riding their horses...). Like innocence and luck are bound to be together. Moreover, there must always be some evil, deceptive antagonists who are actually smart enough to come up with wicked plans just to destroy the pure and blameless princesses and ends up dead in the end (the less grave would be their transformation from wickedness to servitude) But along the course to adulthood, I learned to do otherwise. I have become so disillusioned by love, by life in general that I refuse to believe that such fairytales do exist. Prove me wrong! You don’t know how much I wanted that I have indeed mistaken, that life with all its complexities can reach its famous happy ending. Honestly, what does fairytales tell us?
• That girls must be strikingly beautiful for princes to bother a second glance.
• That we should be skinny to wear such gorgeous dresses and that there should never be a single zit seen anywhere our faces. Snow White has used glutathione before we ever heard of it, she is using cherry red lipstick before Lea Salonga started modeling for AVON.
• Fairytales adore damsels in distress. It creates an artificial perspective about goodness that it is sickening to be reading it these days. Further elaboration is not needed.
• And they can sing even without practice! How fake is that? (I know, I know… its dumb)



The only Disney princess that I look up to even during college. She’s strong and fierce yet gentle in many ways, she breaks rules and mends it with her smile and wit, and she never gives up even in the prospect of death.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

new sparkling blog haven

I never thought I would cry over some silly blog! Someone screw up the sweet isolation of my thoughts that I decided to make another one.

I figured that it’s more comforting to let people whom I actually know (and who knows me aside from my discomfiting name) read through me, more liberating to finally spill every secret (whether dark or.. eerr.. nice)....

So drink with me! Kampai for my new and more accessible blog account -- jedaiknight.blogspot.com – *confetti please accompanied by standing ovation*