nursing review realizations

After 4 years in the BSN course I never thought that I still have tons of things yet to learn, I never really took the course seriously. All I cared about was getting through one duty to another without doing what a diligent nursing student should do. (e.g understanding my patients' disease pathology and their nursing management, reading and memorizing normal values seen in the chart, and most importantly doing every procedure allowed to enhance my skill) . Everytime I get to expose to special areas, instead of learning with a curiosity of a child I only think about completing my OR and DR cases and missing the chance to really learn about it.

Same goes during lectures. The only best time to study is right before every quiz so I can recall everything... passing an exam is entirely a different story. Friends, Clarion, Family, and a whole lot of time for myself has kept me occupied, it's amazing I graduated without failing grades.

Now, I have to cram up everything inside my already air-filled head with knowledge needed to pass the November PNLE board.

uuummmm... let's see... all in all there are about 8 books I bought during my abundant college years that i haven't actually read yet. *Hey! I have my notes, and I open my books naman whenever we have quizzes or exams*

I'm getting anxious, I know I have acceptable scores in the review but I still think its not enough, I need ample time and I'm not getting any. I wanted to spend as much time with Jayson, with my internet, and TV, and home, and friends.. etc.. etc...

oh..well.. its kadayawan, and I still have two weeks to chill... so au revior! i have to see the floral parade!

photo stolen from my brother's file...