coincidence?

My boyfriend's name is Jayson..

My brother's boyfriend's name is Jason.

Coincidence? Yeah right!

what now???... really what now?

It has been a month since the board exam has passed and I have a lucrative job that only requires my presence and my meager knowledge on English. I have to turn down the other 2 jobs offered to me by ( Merge as a Review Assistant and Meno Gaia as an online English Tutor) because of one common factor. They need me to stay on the job for 6 months... and I can't. I don't think I want to either.

See I'm blessed to have parents working in Japan who are only too eager to have me join them there. and what keeps me here in Davao is the fact that I'm waiting for my license to come which can be totally useless in the end owing to the fact that I will be applying as a care giver as a stepping stone.

I urged mama and papa for ages to allow me to come and work in Japan since I don't need a license anyway. All I have to prove is I have a Japanese blood circulating in my arteries but they won't budge and I don't know exactly the reason why. But i pray I'll be able to bring that darn paper with me for them to see.. I really really do..Ohhhh.. you don't know how much I need it. Its value can beat that of the visa I tell you.. yup! that much!

..Ofcoarse I have to mention here Jayson (yeah him again, I need to plan my future with him in it..otherwise.. it would be a total blur). Jayson and I must marry first before he can fly with me and I'll be darn if he'll agree. I know that guy all too well to expect an approving nod. And his family has a plan on their own for him too so yeah, That's the saddest part. The only consolation is we will be both working in Asia, only he'll be on the western part and I on the eastern part. Crap! This is nuts! Why do people need to work outside the country to earn decent salary?!!!
Ohh... This is mad! And i can't do anything.. we need this...
**wait!tissue please...

Barely 2 weeks to go before we can finally take a glimpse of that board result and the only thing that keeps my mind off that fact is work..*** and internet! Oh God, please please let me pass! I need this God. And so does Jayson and all my friends and classmates.. Ohh.. I believe everybody does so.... ummmm... just please let me, Jayson. and my friends pass and those that deserve to pass let them pass too. I know I know... I want everyone to pass but I will pray extra extra hard for those close to my heart.

The future is a blur. But I'm thankful it isn't dark at all...

psstt... psstt! mishu pangit

Thank you movie In my Life (starring John Lloyd and Sarah) for that super hackneyed ring tone. Remember that annoying sound you hear everytime the couples’ phone ring? Yup! That infamous *coughs..ehem..imitating Sarah’s voice* “baby ko… baby ko.. baby ko….. ” everytime they receive a message or call?

Yup! That’s it! Thank God you still remember... Well... I know its corny and all but I lured Jayson to record his own voice on my phone too. That was ages ago and I never thought how I would look forward to receiving a message just so I can hear his voice calling me even if its just SMART reminding me about my expired unlitext. Never mind Shobe complaining about how unoriginal we are and never mind everybody saying how annoying I am to really wait for the ringtone to finish before flipping open my phone. It’s the only thing that would make me laugh whenever his presence is missing. Try it! Even waking up in the morning at the sound of your boyfriend’s voice would make the morning seem so bright and perfect. :-D

Its my Birthday!!!!!!

happy birthday to me Ü

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happy birthday to me.... :)