It has been a month since the board exam has passed and I have a lucrative job that only requires my presence and my meager knowledge on English. I have to turn down the other 2 jobs offered to me by ( Merge as a Review Assistant and Meno Gaia as an online English Tutor) because of one common factor. They need me to stay on the job for 6 months... and I can't. I don't think I want to either.
See I'm blessed to have parents working in Japan who are only too eager to have me join them there. and what keeps me here in Davao is the fact that I'm waiting for my license to come which can be totally useless in the end owing to the fact that I will be applying as a care giver as a stepping stone.
I urged mama and papa for ages to allow me to come and work in Japan since I don't need a license anyway. All I have to prove is I have a Japanese blood circulating in my arteries but they won't budge and I don't know exactly the reason why. But i pray I'll be able to bring that darn paper with me for them to see.. I really really do..Ohhhh.. you don't know how much I need it. Its value can beat that of the visa I tell you.. yup! that much!
..Ofcoarse I have to mention here Jayson (yeah him again, I need to plan my future with him in it..otherwise.. it would be a total blur). Jayson and I must marry first before he can fly with me and I'll be darn if he'll agree. I know that guy all too well to expect an approving nod. And his family has a plan on their own for him too so yeah, That's the saddest part. The only consolation is we will be both working in Asia, only he'll be on the western part and I on the eastern part. Crap! This is nuts! Why do people need to work outside the country to earn decent salary?!!!
Ohh... This is mad! And i can't do anything.. we need this...
**wait!tissue please...
Barely 2 weeks to go before we can finally take a glimpse of that board result and the only thing that keeps my mind off that fact is work..*** and internet! Oh God, please please let me pass! I need this God. And so does Jayson and all my friends and classmates.. Ohh.. I believe everybody does so.... ummmm... just please let me, Jayson. and my friends pass and those that deserve to pass let them pass too. I know I know... I want everyone to pass but I will pray extra extra hard for those close to my heart.
The future is a blur. But I'm thankful it isn't dark at all...
i think we all feel the same. we regressed all the way to second grade. we don't know what to do, or think for that matter. let's keep our fingers cross for whatever that lies ahead us.
ReplyDeletei chuckled when i read the line you and jason must marry first before you fly... ka-relate ko since cawi has been part of my future plans and i want my future be with him... or else, it will be a blur :) good luck ate jan and the rest of you, batch '09... i miss u!!
ReplyDelete@meloi: I suddenly wish review period nasad.. pinakarelax na tym in my lyf.:)
ReplyDelete@doby:heheheh..ana jud dobs..kung pwde ako nlng magpropose sa iya..hehehe