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Last week I kissed my most treasured NBSB status goodbye. Weeeeeeeeeeeee! *jumping all around while throwing confetti* Yup! After months of courtship (and 4 semesters of being classmates), I finally decided to drop all inhibitions. I mean, what’s the point of waiting if what I really want is to be with him? A friend forwarded a text that goes something like “waiting is a way to test ur faith and patience. but lyf is short, though patience is a virtue, still time is gold”… it’s a funny quote but it cleared up all the what-ifs that has been fogging my mind.

I know ours isn't the fairytale story that I always dreamed to have. He’s not my own definition of “right guy” and certainly not the guy I thought I could ever be with even for just a day. But he turned out to be the one I could risk my heart into, the guy that I could talk to everyday and would still miss him when I go to bed at night, and though he never fails to utter “I love you”, I still get jitters whenever he does. He has the capacity to squeeze my heart (in a good way) with his gestures and *indescribable* words, he taught me that happiness is never without dare. He was my classmate, the guy that I could goof and punch without getting even a pseudoslap in return. He’s my bestfriend and after the day he whispered “I love you”, I suddenly woke up wishing that he’ll still find me (which I’m thankful that he did).