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Dances of Petals and Thorns

oh, Dear! what am I suppose to do?
trapped in a world where roses are made for me and my life..
flowers created to change things around.
well, life itself has plenty of things to offer.

There was once a gardener, a man who always believed in fantasy and fairytale. Able to transfer the world unto the midst of reality. He was molded by exeptional experiences and yet needs to discover more of what the world may offer. Then a sudden blitz of life's lesson has to come in his journey.

In the air of his last semester of gardening,,, He was captured by the alluring beauty of 3 distinct roses,, an overwhelming feeling of which a man like him don't wanna experience. Costumizing himself to control his emotions at its full capacity. But why, why, why and why? the petals of these three are dancing with passion who thereby awakened his sleeping heart. confused him, distured him, stressed him in a bloody tears. whuaa.

He knows that Roses are great given by the nature to express its wonder and beauty, also include its scent that makes one's heart shiver or shatter but watch out for its thorns, if and only if, pain could set you unworthy and gone.

The gardener prayed for these three, "which rose should i plant? the PINK rose of sweet scent and kisses, the RED rose of love and feelings or the WHITE rose of purity and friendship. which one fits the land of his heart?", as for him, he really hate this feeling.tsst! he believed, that, in order for him to escape from this unwanted feeling, passivity is a solution. NAHH.. but he knows that nothing will change until the days after his graduation.

Again, praying. "you know the desire of my heart dear Lord, success and fullfilment of my dreams. Indeed i was weak for sometime and unworthy of your blessings, but i have faith in you, you'll be at my side forever (i know) so whatever it is in your plans, let it be done in Jesus name.". Yes, the gardener was relieved and soothe with some youthful music for his heart. But,, as he keeps on believing in the facts of future and what it'll be rendering..... the gardener was ruled out and dominated by his emotions, "ok, no more no! i'm now ready to plant A rose in my garden. A garden full of love and the best of what it is that every individual couldn't imagine.
after taking time of reflection, Mr. gardener decided to know them more and seek the core of every roses heart.

WHITE rose, the only rose of which he knows best. Mr. gardener and the WHITE rose knew each other very well since the 1st level of academic gardening. they were close friends since then, shared some personal secrets and other things under the sun. they are comfortable with each others company, of corz, they love each other in the spirit of friendship. WHITE rose has an image of Maria Clara, a Filipino maiden with perfect personality where every men could ever wish for. yeh, before the gardener was blinded by thier friendship, but in some points of his life he realized that its not just friendship but something he can't explain.

PINK rose, the rose of mystery. her sweet scent ignites the gardener's heart. a beauty that can bend one's knee and melts down man's soul. In the verge of his searches, the gardener managed to uncover the mysteries of this PINK personality. With the help of his gardening tool (cp) he then unlocked the door of their friendship. The gardener realized that there's something, something weird, a weird feeling within. Then later taking the risk, he tried to plant the PINK rose unto his garden making him able to dig more of her. the gardener felt a remarkable feeling of which he wanted to plant more and more of it. But something had happened, an unexpected one, the gardener discovered something that makes him doubt of the rose he planted. by nature the gardener doesn't believe on what others may say to someone unless he himself discovered it. so, he then continued to plant roses of a PINK kind, but God intervened and made a moment of clear answer. The pink rose suddenly worned out loosing its petals and gone through the garden. The gardener ask the PINK one why? "PINk roses are not made for this garden, you deserve a better rose than a PINK one". the gardener appreciated the response of the PINK beauty, he then confirmed that his doubt was true but nothing has changed on what he really feel for her. that's right, on the other hand he already understand the purpose of God's intervention and the point is, the sweet scent and beauty of a PINK one doesn't fit and can't grow on a land of a gardener's heart. The PINK rose was already planted on other gardeners land.

RED rose, "i love her" ,gardener.