My first Christmas with my first(and last) boyfriend *hopeful*

aarrgghhhh... I can't start! I don't know where to start really. I want to tell you I went to Jayson's place and stayed there for the whole day(and whole night) doing anything from cooking to going to the mall, to visiting his friend Hernani ( HAppy birthday by the way and thank you for the treat! You calmed our raging tummies), to playing cards (yup! I will never get tired of playing his newly invented game! and don't forget beh.. I set the new record!hahahaha... negative score baby! :) )

I'd like to describe the feeling of finally meeting his whole family and getting the chance to really bond with them, to elaborate this overwhelming desire to stay there longer so I would hopefully miss him a little less, I want to tell you how thankful I am to my God for giving me the chance to meet this little piece of baggage in this whole vast universe to laugh with and make me realize how great a person I am and how much I am being loved.

I would love to share with you how it feels swaying with the tune of humming, to draw a picture of us walking under the drizzles of the rain, I want to show you the happiness I feel when we're together. That even a bus ride with him beside me is something I always look forward to. Simple things that are usually taken for granted we treat as the most precious.

I want to tell you everything I feel but when i start to type, my fingers seem to hesitate... unable to grasp what my heart wants to say. My body won't cooperate and I start to fumble. anything just to get it out of my system for fear I might explode. I need to to tell you everything but I can't.. And this is the closest I get to describing it.. I'm sorry. :(

P.S. Thank you Jayz! and thanks to your family for making me feel so welcomed. I love you.
♥♫ ∟☼V3 Y☺U ♣♥