I have never been this scared of death before... we have just visited a relative of ours whose dad passed away while asleep. When life has so much to offer, when dreams come in endless queue, and when you want to do so much more one cant help but cringe to the idea of comfortably lying in a shiny coffin for people to see. I want to have a job, live recklessly elsewhere, get married and have kids someday and finally die in a ripe old age content with everything I have in life.
Sometimes there are just days when you want to hold dearly to the life you have and never wish it to be taken away, some days you just plead everything to end in a snap. But today, I pray for the former.
